Appreciate Now
I don’t think I ever really appreciated the right here and the right now. “Back then” always looked better and I couldn’t wait until “I get there” was here. Now is always too painful as I sit here in the moment and I am never content with sitting here in the shit I am in right here and right now. Think of it this way, in the past, I was dreaming of the shit I am in now. Now I am dreaming of the shit I will probably be in in the future. It is futile not to appreciate now.
