The Cat Has Left the Building
One day you just said, “Goodbye” and then you were gone. You gave no explanations. You left me with no reasons. You just… left. I know it sounds cliche, but I walked around for years in a daze, quite literally not knowing what to do. I tried to become a drunk, but I got tired of the hangovers. Being a drug addict seemed too over the top and it didn’t really fit my style. Besides you know me better than that. I had to find a better way to punish myself; so I did. Lead a normal life and miss you relentlessly without anyone ever knowing it.
Those words sound so stupid as I type them. I think that is the most honest thing I have ever written. And now that the cat is out of the bag, let me be honest with you. The truth is that you have taught me more about love by not being in my life than by being in it. Go figure.
